In this middle of the night.....

Suddenly woke up from my sleep....@4 am was feeling kind of emo ... cos dreamt of something that i used to be happy with... but it was eventually just a dream...a bad dream ba... I just can't sleep back... cos in my mind flashes of the memories keep appearing... Woke up... and see those pics that i already hid it for quite some time.... i miss it so much... but i feel so stupid... i feel that i am the most dump person in this entire universe... cos i can't believe that i chose to believe intially.... i am such an idiot... that i cause misery to myself in the end... Aren't i a rational person?? how come i did this to myself.. haiz.. why...

Anyway... its been a long time since i blog le... yup.. i already stand down from duties... no more duties for me... currently i am working le... waiting for my uni... suddenly i felt like i am a free man.. no more burden... no more ns.. no more shit work.. so happy.. but there are lots of memories in this camp... during this 1 year plus of staying in the camp...cos i encounter lots of things, happy things, sad things... and blah.. haha.. now waiting to get my i/c...

long time nv meet my friends le... went out with them recently... we played basketball.. like crazy... tired like a shit!!! but i love this feeling.. cos that is our passion... haha... Went to eat with jy qw and jo too.. here are some of the pics..