This quiz really says my heart, my fear is to lose someone i love, family members, friends or girlfriend.. i just fear to lose any of them..

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Death
Looked down on
Commitment
Disappointment

During chinese new year, i was in msia, but i do not feel any happy, cos i feel something is missing.. yup.. i miss her.. miss her everything..

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Sometimes i really hate myself to have a fragile heart, cannot take criticism or comments, will think a lot or feel very hurt. If worse, the thing will even haunt me for life, i hate this feeling.. i want and need to learn to take criticism or comments positively... I like to talk about the past... but what past is past.. why i keep pestering about the past... I dunno why i mind so much about the past~~ I need to learn again.. what past is past dun ask or think about it le..

I stupid right? such a big man, but the heart like gal like tat~~~ haiz..
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another happy day

Was a nice morning today when i wake up.. just went down to the park and run 3 km.. and do lots of physical training myself.. was totally shag.. hands do till very numb.. then decided to take a pic of my tired body.. hahaha.. freak zi lian.. i know.. haha..

went to haf lunch with her when she release from sch.. was really happy to see her.. haha.. but she was with her friends.. so we like need to behave ourself.. cannot be playful.. haha..

after which went ot meet jody and qian wen.. They all wanted to treat me for my bday.. haha.. but was feeling a bit different cos jy was not here... hope she feels better now..

some pics here..







happy~ =)

haiz.. stupid me~!!!!!!!!

Sleeping soon.. tired.. just have supper with yimei .. was really stupid.. thought she haven't sleep.. just went down to her place without calling her in advance.. in the end she woke up from her sleep just to eat with me.. my god.. how stupid am i?!! When saw her sleepy face was so guilty~~ sorry.. Thought u were hungry tats y i just rush down to ur place.. =(

tml morning need to exercise a bit.. fat liao.. then going out with jy qw and jody.. okok.. good night...

Wan an .. sleeping time.. oink oink~~

happy to see u =)

why?!*&#"` haiz..

Before i go work... Just want to say something... Why a lot of people will only feel it when they lost it... why can't they just cherish it when things haven't change... Opportunities, chances or fate seldom comes to us.. why people will only feel the pain, the agony when they lose it... I know is bad to say but we have to say.. Is just too late.. I'm sorry...

These kind of things are always happening... A Lot of people just dun learn.. in the end you are the one suffering..

Please don't take things for granted, chances or fate does not comes easy.. *one in a million*

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Is too late.... sorry..

22nd bday!

haiz.. one year older again.. my god..22 le.. sianz.. Not a bad thing as i gonna meet my future soon.. hehe.. as time goes..This year i call most of my friends to come my house, as i hope is a small gathering for everyone, so we still know how each other doing.. hehe.. Have a really pai seh and great time hahah..

Eveything was fine but there are some disappointments, Thought tat the rest of my camp mates coming but in the end when they nv come.. they didn't even bother to inform.. some inform but seems like they treat this thing is jus like nothing.. was really disappointing and irresponsible.. sad.. but is okie.. now i know who are the goods and bads.. haha..

gal.. thanks for coming.. i know u were stress, pai seh and lonely that day, to face my lots of friends and parents, but u still came.. hugz... =)

pics time..

Me jy and qw

couple watch by sec sch friends

andy zhu and yimei bear *bleh

camp mates

leslie jimmy and bing jie

its been 8 years, friends forever

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My pathethic cake

My family and her

glove she made.. CUTE!!

okie byeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Will u look for me when i am gone...will u ?

A new start!!! 2009!! chiong ar!!!

Wow~~ wow~~ 2009 finally arrived... time is flying high high high!! Yesterday night went to marina bay to watch the fireworks.. The fireworks were fantastic.. i belief the fireworks gives each and every one of us a new hope and it touches everyone heart.. and it was so sweet for me cos she was by my side...

In this brand new 2009, i wish all my family members, friends and her stay healthy and happy.. Everything will be smooth and steady overcoming all obstacles..

here are some pics~

nothing better to do~~ take pic lo.. haha.. can become one comic book.. haha


















cherish all our love ones =)