you are beautiful ost

I heard this korean song from this drama.. You are beautiful

The song was so nice and it happens that they got provide translation for the songs..

The lyrics and song was nice... that it touches my heart when i hear the song and know the meaning of it.. awesome.. =)

~~~~the lyrics~~~~

Shouldn't have done it

Should have ignored it

Like it wouldn't be seen,

Like it couldn't be seen

I don't think I should have seen you

Should have run away,

Should have pretended not to hear,

like it wouldn't be heard,

like it couldn't be heard...

I shouldn't have listened to your love...

Without a word, you made me know love

Without a word, you gave me your love

Made me feel myself with your every breath,

then u ran away

Without a word love left me

Without a word love tossed me aside

Not knowing what to say,

my lips must have been surprised,

because you came without a word...

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Sometimes.. you wanted to see that person so badly... but u can't.....

fallen soul

i knew it.. i already knew it.. but i am so stubborn..

the feeling was so bad... feel so down...so sux... so lousy...so hopeless...

I can be so manly in so many aspects of decisions.. and doings.... why i am worst than anything when i comes to this....

I am just an extreme idiot.. and has been such a ultimate failure in this aspect....

I am total failure.....=''(

think too much again!

I really dunno what to do... what should i do.. what am i doing.. and what the hell am i doing?

Found that i couldn't control feelings at times! Yup.. i think i need to learn that..

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So tired nowadays.. no life at all.. one week work six days... working alone there.. feel so lonely at times.. After exam.. no rest.. straight work.. oh man... i am really tired of living at times.. cui ar.. Sometimes.. when i really need someone there for me.. there isn't any.... duh... of course.. because i dun have any~~ .. hhaha! can only grumble to my poor friends.. LOL!

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will u feel it?

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Dunno why i am so demoralized .. feeling so sux ...

I am not good enough for u...

Feeling was strong..

The feeling was so damn strong... till i do such a silly thing for her.. but luckily she didn't know.. now i understand your inner self will outshine everything.. i really truly understand now.. LOL ! Haha!

I think i will continue my silly doings.. because i know is worth it.. =)

Mr god.. please help me! LOL!

tired....

yesterday went to meet up with Rachel.. knowing that she is still doing good.. i am happy for her... hahaha.. she didn't eat.. see me eat onli.. say wanna jian fei.. typical women dialog.. LOL.. anyway.. forgotten her bday.. i am so bad ...LOL..pls pardon me.. i was too obsessed with marketing, accounting and macroeconomics....during that period.. i tink she really feel very sad tat i forgetten her bday.. hahaha.. LOL..

Today started work.. thing work quite ok.. everything goes quite ok.. today customer all like me.. smile and joke with me.. so nice..cheers my day up.. until that f*%# face woman shout at me"stop looking at ur hp!!" WTF!!! freak woman... see hp also kena from u...silly rule.. wat if anything happen at home if dun see the phone.. all brainless.. implement this kind of physco rule...haiz.. spoil my day..

Though study is tiring.. but i feel tat is more fun with them around... miss their laughter.. especially her .. LOL .. really funny.. nvm this holiday i shall work and play.. jus chill and relax my mind and get ready for next semester battle.. i am going to put in my very best!! 2 more years.. i am no longer a student anymore.. no more student privileges le.. better enjoy first! haha!

Today my mum say me... i always ask for perfection.. in terms of most of the thing.... and this kind of attitude is no good... cos u always be grumbling and nv happy with what u have...as outcome is not what u wanted..even the slightest mistake... when she say that to me,,, i didn't realize that i am tat sort of ppl?? did i? maybe i shd be lenient in certain things in my life.. dun too extreme ba.. maybe.. i will try change..

Tml is another working day... so sianz.. nothing to do now and dun feel like sleeping yet.. so share some stuff here..

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A sharp bitterness

Those images comes again... it just makes me feel so down...

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gloomy...

Dunno why... recently.. as days goes by... i feel so moody... i seem to smile and laugh... but deep in me.. i am not happy at all... pessimistic thoughts keep flooding me ... whats wrong with me?

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i hope u can come to my life..

nice and meaning ful song..

Heard karen sang this song yesterday.. very nice and touching... feel like sharing with u guys..

知道

她让你憔悴许多

她让你不知所措

她一句一动你不停的对我说

我微笑倾听你说

我却越听越心痛

怎么你说的不是我

他比我多了什么

让你愿意耐心等候

你让我憔悴很多

你让我不知所措

你一句一动我的心被牵着走

她不经意的走过

你就把我给冷落

嫉妒把我给吞没

她比我多了什么

让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么

我想知道她让你疯狂为什么

我知道做的和她没有不同

但是我却不在你心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多

在你心中她和我有什么不同

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我总换不了你的心动

ho~哦...

我知道了她哪里比我好很多

在你心中我永远不可能让你心动

我知道我比她付出的还多

可是我在你心中没有她多

stir emotion suddenly..

Yesterday jus finish the Econs paper... the last paper.. finally... this past few weeks.. i have been working really hard.. to do my best in the exam... Though it was realy tiring.. but i think.. is worth it.. cos i know i have tried my very best, no matter what is the result.. i have no regrets..

For the past few weeks or month... i did not sleep with peace.. did not go out chill... lock myself in the room.. after eat or bath.. then mug.. sometimes.. can't go into my mind le.. then sleep.. then wake up again.. sometimes.. really no mood le.. sleep again.. but every time the pressure and stress wakes me up again.. terrible.. During that period of time.. i often has to struggle between tiredness and studies..i tried to overcome it.. But ultimately.. i hope i can get the results.. i want..pls god!! help me!!

Today after exam.. went to bugis for singing k.. in between plan a surprise for karen.. a gal from my uni.. hehe.. i tink she really ben ben de.. i tot it was quite obvious.. but she still can't realise it.. Gave her a cake.. sang her a happy birthday song.. and take photos.. with her.. LOL.. can see that she today is so happy.. below.. u can see her blur face!!! which i find it so funny.. LOL.. anyway.. hope u enjoy ur day.. but anyway.. enjoy singing with her after they all left the k box..i hope we could have sing longer.. she is a good singer.. and this is the the first time i sing so many duets with a person.. LOL

The day has jus ended like tat... everytime.. happy times ended so fast.. haha.. but i believe there will be more to come.. anyway has to start exercising.. getting fatter and whiter!! shit!
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Some thoughts again~~

I realise that everytime.. when i feel that way...I thought i was right about what i feel... the outcome will be different..is so disappointing for me... is so hard to accept the fact sometimes... but just haf to accept... I jus do not how should i express myself to u... and i am afraid of doing it..

how good if i am older...