happiest december

The past few weeks, i haf been together with her, i feel so happy and xing fu. Though sometime jus a supper, or dinner but to me as long as i can spend abit of time with her even jus a 5 mins i already feel so happy.. because the sight of her warmth up my heart... Christmas, she made something for me.. a glove that she say will keep me warmth when i feel sad or down.. When acc me out yesterday, she wear till cute cute and acc me.. the way that i like her to wear... can see that she try to made me the happiest man... the way she help me treat my wounded leg, the way she present herself to my parents.. and so on and many many more..I feel so blessed to haf u by my side..

All the things u do for me.. it was jus too nice.. sometimes i tot i am dreaming.. I may not show it on my face but i am really touched and felt melted for things u haf done for me.. xie xie.. I will appreciate and treasure all these things u haf done.. i promise.. =)

These are the pics ~~~










Never be replaced~~ ><

christmas shopping~~

Have a wonderful day with her last few days.. but she make me wait for her almost 2 hour at her house down stair... *bite u* haiz .. always wake up late and slow motion... diao .. made a small little tree for her.. haha .. when she saw it she say it was cute but i tink not nice lei.. haha.. she kissed on my cheek when she saw the little tree.. haha.. took some pics with her at bugis.. also.. bought lots of stuff.. was a realy happy trip going out with her.. did a lot of stupid things with her.. hahaha.. but is only between we 2.. okok.. some pics below..

She name the tree as "November"

yea! project done!

juz a little princess!


nice background!!

way back into love~ =)

sad story~~

Recently there is a case of of terrorist attack in India, one of the Singaporean is capture, it was a wife of a person... In the news paper it says that they this husband and wife just married no long ago... and before his wife is killed... his last words for her is "I love u very much".. They were a loving couple, and now they have to part... His husband tear at her body, hoping that his tears of miss and love could revive everything, but he know is already impossible.. If he able to hear me, i just wan to tell him that at least u cherish and treasure her till the very last moment.. so there is no regrets..

Recently, a person step into my life... she adds color to my life... As days pass.. she became more and more important to me... I can't imagine the day i without her.. thanks for coming to my life.. u know who u are... my little princess =)

As long as we cherish and tresure each other everyday, it will be forever.. =) rem..

Life is just like wave~~

Pictures time!!

Went to ubin with my team mates... was fun and happy!! hahaha!! i see all the pics and found out that i keep folding my arm.. i now then realise it hhaha..

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mmm~~~ feeling puzzled... dunno... uncertain... sad... determine... down.. scared... lost faith...

all feelings overwhelming me.. hard to breathe it all... so heavy... hope i will back soon...

fragile heart~~can anybody protect it? please dun break it?

My cousin wedding- happily ever after!

25th and 26th are the happiest days of my cousin, The very first time in my life that i see her keep smiling all the way... so happy all the way.. the happiest lady on earth.. i meant.. hahaha.. She was so pretty, look like an celebrity... haha.. After went through so much unhappiness and obstacles, she finally find the right guy for her, perfectly for her.. A very happy ending for her.. A new chapter is going to begin for her soon! lets await.. below are some pictures i took.. lets see!!!

She is happily making up!!

Me and her!! seems to look older than her! shit!!

me her and my sister!

so happy and pretty!!

My family!


Me!!
Me and mum at chimes!

cheers!

Me inside the church~

here is another one!

sister and me!

yeah!

happily ever after!

Suddenly in my mind, i feel that i wanna success in my life.. i wanna complete my uni and work!!! Really feel like joining police force to be an inspector.. but we shall see in the future.. maybe there are better opptunities..Of course i hope in the end i found the one that i really love and vice versa.. Everything just let it goes with the flow !!! and let the nature bring me along!!

Happily ever after!

Hate bullies!!!

Today saw my own good friend kena scolded by one old freak for nothing and yet i can't do anything about it.. Is not a normal scolding.. is a really really sucky scolding... though is not my friend fault at all.. i couldn't do anything abt it just because his rank is BIG!! A freaking first warrant officer!!! The way he talk is like one F****** gangster!!! Is jus a small misunderstanding!! but he scold him like as if my friend rape his daughter!! Is not i exaggerating!! but i really cannot accept ppl with this kind of attitude... he is damn F****** hao lian.. talk as if wan to makan ppl... as if his rank damn big can scold ppl with no reason or watever!!
When he scold my friend, his face was so angry till the whole face shake and turn red!! he like za bo!! got menstruation ar!!SEE we all jus freaking nsf wan to makan... He is not a leader!!! he is a shit!!! not even a shit.. even a shit the farmer respect cos they fertilise the soil.. he make ppl scare of him but not respect him... I bet when war time his men will first to SHOOT him down!!!I was so so angry with the old freak jus now!! till my head almost explode... i was telling myself.. if he is outside of this camp, scolding my friend like this, i will make sure he get one good one from me... i will scold him till he forget he got a dick! is not i wan to say vulgar here... but this freaking old man, really sux, hope the god got eye and he get his retribution!!!
ok.. feel much better le after venting my anger here!! but i really hate bullies to the max... i jus can't tolerate!!

My little wishes!
Now i jus hope to ord and i want to study!!!!! i want my degree badly!!! I want to work a full time job with good pay!! and soon buy a japanese sport car on my own!! civic type R!!
I want to find my destined one before i finish uni, cos i want to go travel with her after my last mile of education!!!
Is my little wishes too greedy? I hope is not.. hope can come true..
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Sometimes i do miss u alot... but how i wish..

sleepy~~~ keep sleeping..

Today after buy duty... go buy father present.. at west mall.. in the end .. choose so long.. then buy a blue tooth for him.. cos heard tat he needs one.. when come back...

after the basketball match at army sports day.. seems like my arm is injured.. kind of painful... muz be tat guy who knock me down... when i was in the air.. during tat time didn't feel hurt.. but when come home... pain like hell..

sleep all the way till 9 plus.. the play with my niece.. he is so cute.. hahaha.. i bully him by stuffing his 2 hands in his shorts.. cos he is too playful... haha

leeroy

me and leeroy

hAppy~

Few days ago went out with camp mates... shop some stuff and chill at that place.. was really relaxing and fun... We took some stupid photos... haha..

chilling~~

B>A>D

In the tunnelweird~

the boy band? haha~~

Yesterday was my guard commander last duty with us.. and he is going to ord le.. kind of sad but we will always miss him.. haha.. Even after me and jimmy went to RSM house to repair his wireless.. I still went back to camp to accompany his last duty.. anyway... thanks jimmy for accompany me there.. u are always a great friend...

I brought cameras and clearance was issued to me.. so we can take picture safely.. here are some pics.. hehe..

the last shot..

We are crazy!one more crazy shot!my 2 buddy!me and guard commander!The formal shot!

Next week... will be a new challenge for me.. i will try my best to do well in my new position..
good bye guys.. and nights..
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tiring day~~

Today went to sp to help one of my friend at sp engineering sch in his work... luckily still rem A Maths a bit... but still like everything return to teacher le...

Today morning when i wake up... i feel so happy and hopeful.... thought that everything was well planned... but in the end everything was gone... feeling so down... at tat time..

But nvm... i spent my whole day exercising... Once i reached home... i do 200 + push ups, carry dump bell on both hand for 100 + times..., do pull ups for4 sets of 6...play basketball with my friends frm 8 to 10... I really sweat like one pig... jus wanna forget abt everything for a moment... it feels so good... now i really feel like sleeping le.. but my whole body aches!!! argh!!

My friend told ask me today... how come to love someone is so "Tong Ku".. need to worry this and that... spend effort, time, money, ur everything.. and it doesn't mean tat the other party will in return like u or watever... I laughed and told him...Where got "Tong Ku", u will enjoy the process of spending ur effort and time... the making of surprises.. for the other party and so on.. and i tell him.. as long u tried ur best... If she feels it.. then good for u lo..she will be urs? congrats u lo... but if she dun... then tell urself... too bad... is not urs... cos u tried ur best le.. so friends out there... wat do u tink??? am i correct? haha..

Guess this song... is a chinese song.. but was translated to english lyrics..

Ambiguity lets people feel grieve
Could not find the evidence of loving each other
When should i go forward?when should i give up
I cannot even bring up the courage to hug you

Can only accompany you till here
After all there are some things we just cannot do
We are more than friendship but still haven't reached the love stage yet
The scenery afar seems to be raining soon

Should i cry?
Was thinking too much but i still think of u
I feel very unconvinced
and start to doubt
Is the person in front of me still the same real you?

Ambiguity makes people become greedy
Until waiting has lost its meaning
Too pitiful that i and you could not write out an ending
Let the beauty of pity stay here

Duty tml le!!! sian ar!
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sick~~~

Its been almost 2 weeks le .. but still my cough and flu cannot recover.. cough until like one "ah pek" like that.. hao xin ku ar...eat all medicine still like tat.. cut my throat away better...

now while blogging still cough... irritating..

today have been very busy.. because 3 star, 2 star, 1 star general come our camp la.. all the colnels la.. alamak.. really busy like shit.. but was good.. time pass fast..

feel kinda of sad suddenly.. cos most of my senior camp mates are going to ord soon... kinda of miss the fun we used to had and very grateful of their teachings.. will cherish the time with them.. and soon next month i going to take over the senior that is in my section as the guard commander position... suddenly feel a kind of stress... a lot of responsibility.. for my work and for my men.. and our section reputation.. a lot of thing need to handle.. some time really dun wanna take up this challenge.. cos scare that i might not take the stress.. but.. my senior have great faith in me.. and i wanna take it as a valuable experience for my future endeavor... i accepted it.. wish me good luck.. gonna try my very best!!!

wish we all haf a better day tml.. haiz.. but tml duty 24 hrs.. friday ten can go back .. how to have a better day.. haha..

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ben dan, stupid, bodoh, 笨蛋, baka, pabo --- > -_-"" (zb)

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Sorry... not on purpose... dun meant to hurt u... gonna miss u..

life made simple~~

its been 3months tat i nv blog le.. i aso dunno wat happen to me.. life now its quite tiring and busy.. alot off thing happen during these 3 months.. i also dunno where to start... haha.. i jus write if i rem..

mm.. rem.. tt.. a 1 month ago, i went to sentosa with wh, mk, hk alfred, kt, gx, wx.. was damned fun.. we play beach football, in the sea, chatting, and bla bla.. forget liao.. haha.. but here are some pics..

talking abt tat.. recently received a news frm wee hon.. he is goin to oversea to study soon.. which is on the late august..congrats to him tat he finally got his scholarship and could study there.. wish him all the best... but when i heard this news was happy and sad.. sad cos this trip is going to take 4 years... he might not be able to come back for 4 years.. cos the air tickets are expensive.. since sec 2, we have been thru thick and thin... all kinds of things...been chilling out with all these while.. suddenly he is going to leave us.. feel real sad.. cos he has been a very best friend of mine.. but nvm.. lets all cherish the time we haf and let u haf a great memories of us.

I also went to ubin trip with my camp mates few weeks ago.. i already for get when.. but jus know tat is around march.. hahaa.. Have a great fun time cycling there.. field cooking there.. tat day we found a spot for fishing and we settle down there.. here are some pics.. it was really a great trip.. have a lot of chats with them.. and now i understand them better..

I also picked up a hobby from my friend... tta is fishing.. i was kinda of influenced by him.. At fisrt i tot it was a boring hobby but is actually a thrilling activity cos while waiting for the fish to hook.. u will be like gan jiong.. especially when the bell ring.. u will chiong to there and try to hooked up the fish.. damn fun.. haha.. has went with them to changi beach, ubin to fish with them le.. it was real fun... tried something new.. damn swee.. hope this coming month i could go boat fising with them.. power to the max..

Ai ya haf enough of all this fun stuff le la.. on the april i suddenly received a msg from a gal.. she wanted to meet me out... cos she was going to haf a n holiday.. but in the end couldn't... i dunno y... i tried to find the timing.. but seems like she like have a lot of things on...most of the days she couldn't.. intially she was enthusiastic.. but in the end seems like she is avoiding me.. was really dejected at that moment.. was wondering y..hot water pour on me.. and a while cold water pour at me.. really dunno wat happen..tired of this le..

jus now watch ah wang... life made simple... was a really touching story... the guy who look idotic, but with a very kind heart, he helps ppl around him, touch every ppl heart and has changed their life... especially he love this gal so much... he made so many touching moemnts for her.. till tat she tot she will never ever love him.. but in the end... she choose the guy instead of a more well looking guy..nice show..though is jus a show.. but it inspires ppl aruond us... and it tells tt love is blind..

bye~~~ will blog again..

To Share with u all~

when u love a person, u will tend to sacrifice time, effort, money, ur everything, or even breaking ur own heart and not asking for anything in return but a happy smile on her face.. dun u all think tat it is so powerful and holy..

I haf did tt before.. haf u?