A coming new year

It been month that i never... dunno why... doesn't really have the mood to blog.. hehe.. these recent month i have been really busy... and tired.. but still not tat bad cos i got to fully utilise my time..

In my camp, i could gradually see my camp mates true colour... who are the goods and bads... alot of things happen over there... i mean bad things happen on me over there.. feeling down and depress... but i believe in justice.. anyway... a new year approaching... hope that hatred and unhappiness will gone...

christmas eve went out with my sec sch frend.. enjoy our dinner at sakura.. have lots of laughter there... and helps me put my fan nao and troubles aside... thanks brothers! before that also went out chill with jimmy and bj.. have some chat at carls jr.. hehe

but too bad for my christmas day itself.. gonna celebarte alone once again.. sleep whole day... haha.. dunno how is the feeling like to celebrate with ur love one on such a happy day.. haha..

anyway merry christmas.. and lets welcome 2008 which gona bring us hopes and happiness...

the dark sky...

today jus dun feel very good... seems like dark clould are all over me.. the feeling is jus not right... jus so bad.. dun no how to describe..suddenly wanted to keep myself busy.. so i called up my old boss.. and told her tat i wanna work.. so now i haf lesser free time le.. friends.. i 'm sorry.. got lesser time to pei you all le..

boring life.. haha

It been a week in my new unit... intially tot tat i couldn't communicate well with my colleague.. but in the end.. they real friendly.. and i have mix well with them.. hope we can do it well together... trying my best to earn everything well.. and pick the knowledege faster...

on operation now!

happy bday rachel!

Haha.. today is rachel bday, 4th nov, may she does well in her studies and happy always! =)

Yesterday night went to vivo city to buy jing jing present, but before tat mic force us to go and eat sushi teh!! goodness.. very ex la.. but its ok.. she pay!! hahaha!!=D.. after eating.. we went up and down to search for jing jing present.... in the end bought her a dress... hahaha.. i tink it will be nice if she wears it..

At night went to harry's bar to watch Manchester united versus Arsenal match with my teng nan friends ad bing jie!! haha.. wa lao!!! brillant and thrilling match... we shouted like mad!! hahaha..after which went to buit timah to haf our supper... we chatted till about 1 plus then we go back.. really enjoy the day!!

actually yesterday wanna help celebrate with her, but she was realy busy with her work, then in the end.. she choose to stay at home to chiong her assignments..so sad right?? =(...anyway hope u haf did well for it... heee.. u owe me one outing ar... haha..

Was excited... cos me and one of my bmt friend, shun yong, intend to plan an gathering for our section, hope it will be a successful!

One of my poly friends told me the definite difference between "like" and "love". I think it is very interesting and i agree with it.. He said when a guy told a gal "i like you" means he wants to have you by his side... but when a guy told a gal "I love you" means that he is willing to sacrifice anything for the gal's happiness... wow... when i heard that...there is really a big difference ar.. and i agree with it.. wat do u think? hahaha.. {><}

sianz!!!

haiz.. long time didn't blog.. cos i jus posted to a new place.. sill trying to adapt to the new environment.. it is at safti... over there.. alot of malays will be my team mates... find kind of awarkard being there. cos they speak their language among themselves.. feel so alone like tat... but luckily.. they are still quite friendly.. first exp was very tiring cos i didn't went to sleep when sleep time.. i went to watch tv.. in the end i suffer like shit..can't even pen my eyes.. haiz.. when come to 4.30am in the morning.. haha.. gonna do this shit for another year plus..

last week my wallet and handphone kena stolen.. so sad.. haiz.. initially hope tat the thief will at least leave my 11b and driving license behind but in the end.. i think he go and throw them away... freaking frustrated... if next time i ever caught these kind of ppl.. i will sure vent my anger on them.. really dun haf any consience... haiz.. wat over is over.. gonna spend stupid 100 dollars for nothing.. haiz..

anyway... now ppl are hafing their o level.. hope they can do well especially rachel ... hope u can do better than wat u think u can do! > <

wat a life...

Sianz.. another day pass.. haha..kind of bored at my camp there.. though quite slack.. Today watch the channel 8, 7pm de show... kind of sad tat the ending of the show is not i wanted.. haha. but no choice.. love is blind.. haha..mm.. let me briefly talk about it ba..

Is about 2 brothers happen and accidentally love the same gal... the smaller brother baked 100 cakes to propose to the gal... the scene was so touching... but ultimately she choose the bigger brother as actually they love each other... haha..When the moment the smaller brother saw them kissing in the car... i can feel that his heart drop to the bottom... haiz.. so sad... poor thing..

Haiz.. one person depress better than 3 person depress... so i tink the smaller borther did the right thing.. he gave up and continue his life as normal.. So sad.. is always the one who give the most, hurt the most... but this is the fact..

haha.. nice show right.. everybody go watch.. haha..

fun with bunch of TN

i already very shag, but ah hon still can sing.. haha

first time i see gx sing.. haha

brothers for life

hwee khiam too high!! dancing!! haha!!!

yo.. yesterday went kbox with my sec school frends... they were high... singing like nobody business... have alot of laughter.. which is created by kuan ta... he jus came out from ocs confinement... haha.. so he is like really wanna ki siao already..

In the evening, went to asath house with jim, jing and mic they all to celebrate selamat hari raya... actually is long time nv meet up with asath.. so really gone down and find him and catch up with him.. his house was really pack with ppl..

at night went to holand v again with the teng nan frends again..chit chat at coffee bean.. and haf some drinks..have lots of laughter... jus share experiences.. and tok cock non - stop.... till 1 plus.. looking back... we have been great friends since sec1, is has been about 7 years.. time really flies.. i really cherish and treasure the brotherhood between them.. hope it will last till my very last moment inmy life.. They are jus my blood brothers...wan sui... haha..

anyway.. selamat hari raya!

mum & dad anni

she so cute.. smile till close her eyes~

now she finally open her eyes~ cheese

She was scare when i stand on the rocks.. haha..



sunday went to ubin... to have my dinner ther with my family.. have a big feast cos my dad and mum wedding anniversary for 25 years... thats very long.. hehe.. we went with my cousin and her daugther. was relaxing over there.. "chui hai feng" was very nice..
Today jus went to specialist to see my knee injury.. doc say i over strain my hamstring muscles.. need quite sometime to recover.. and need to do physiology to enhance the recovery~hope it will cos i really loves sport alot.. it would really affects me badly.. if that is permanent..

boring day~

haiz... wat a boring and bo liao day.. waste my time... went to sch of provost.. waiting to know wat is my vocation in the end.. untill 5.30 then know.. from 7 plus am reach.. till so late.. I tink they are really cock up.. make me wait for so long... sleep and rot in the lecture room..i was like freaking frustrated.. haiz.. in the end got in regimental police.. mmm.. is a boring vocation.. os jus stand down there and do guarding for the camp..

also really bo bian.. injured my freaking knee.. can't do any running.. currently..sianz. sianz.. still thinking whether wanna volunteer to be in the K9 dog unit.. still thinking.. cos find it interesting and challenging..

pending~~~

mind is in mess now..

Tml gonna go to the HQ to help out in the logistic side... something like a storeman... sianz.. everyday can go home and sat and sun abe to stay at home too.. feel happy cos i can see my mum everyday... really miss her alot durng the weekdays... now she still very weak.. can't squat and movement is much more slower than before.. so everyday able to come home and see her.. i am very happy...

Sad thing is tat i now haf demoted to a storeman... kind of demoralising.. but i haf feel better.. cos watever i do.. combat or service.. is still serving ns.. which is said by my friend.. thanks jimmy..

recently my mind is in a mess.. i think abt future.. studying of uni... wat to work after uni.. shd i work during uni.. then wat shd i do.. the current prob.. dunno wat happen to my knee.. wat psoting will i get... will i mix well with ppl there... alot of worries.. wa piang.. i oso dunno y i tink so much.. sianz.. tats y.. i feel very blur this few days...

tml then say le.. cos too late le.. slping soon..

demoralised . disappointed. sad

Bad bad... bad~~~ i jus can't really accept the fact that i am out of sispec becos of knee injury..the feeling is so demoralising and disappointed... intially wanna to try out and groom my leadership skills ..but in the end... i culdn't make it.. the extreme pain suddenly comes in when i jog for kilo meters.. at tat point of time.. i feel tat i haf disappoint my most respected sergent samuel. i promised to complete it and do it well... but in the end. haiz... Just dun really know how to describe how i feel now..

Maybe i put my pride too high... but tat is me.. some time i jus coun't take down my pride.. Hope the god bless me in the coming unit..service side or combat side.... hope everything goes smoothly...

Fallen spirit ~~

tml the first day..

Jus come back from msia... cos granpa birthday.. is his 70th birthday.. zhu ta fu lu dong hai shou bi nan shan.. haha.. when i was thee.. i keep sleeping.. very tired.. dunno why.. keep sleeping when i got nothing to do.. really tired when i was there.. really dunno why.. but when i come back from msia..i feel energetic and can't sleep le.. strange..

tml is my first day at pasir laba camp..really feel anxious and full of worries.. dunno whether the rest feel the same too... hope u all cope well too.. hope tat everything goes well.. no injury.. no sickness.. most imptly i mix well with the bunk and platoon mates there..

byee.. everybody.. gonna see u all on weekends..

=)

Another journey

HAha... THanks to bing jie and jimmy.. they help me with editing the look and feel of the blog.. xie xie.. On riday.. it was very happening... bing jie.. out od sudden wanna rent car and tour around singapore.. Brought us to marina to eat the tai wan porridge.. sprint the car around the Spore indoor stadium carpark... was fun.. thanks guys.. best outing..

Got my ns posting le.. which is SISPEC... (WIth pride we lead)... feeling nervous as i gonna begin another journey.. WIsh me good luck...

(No matter how tough, it will end)

haiz.. long long time nv blog le.... mm... too busy or some times.. jus dun feel like it... tats y...
Mmm.. again... time really flies very fast...3 months gone.. i already POP le.. and new challenges are ahead of me...

Feel very sad to leave my section mates and platoon mates.. as they are fun and caring... if not of them... i wun be able to pass out..My sergents, zhi ming and samuel.... they simply rox.. they rox our life in bmtc...we will nv forget them...Hope they will do well in their future endevours..

DUring this while.. have some injuries here and there... though feel discouraged at times..but still managed to overcome it.. for example.. during the 24 km route march.. Before the march, i already sprained my knee ligaments...but still i just hold on with the pain, endure it thru.. and finally i did it... after the march, then i know what is mental power! They are jus fantastic, mind over body...

Realise tat leaving friends or leaving ur love ones are just parts and parcel of life... Though the feeling is not good... but we need to face it.. So treasure every moments that when u are with ur friends or love ones..!

After yesterday night.. my mind comes to a conclusion... thanks mk fr ur advice.. u wake me up... haha...