mind is in mess now..

Tml gonna go to the HQ to help out in the logistic side... something like a storeman... sianz.. everyday can go home and sat and sun abe to stay at home too.. feel happy cos i can see my mum everyday... really miss her alot durng the weekdays... now she still very weak.. can't squat and movement is much more slower than before.. so everyday able to come home and see her.. i am very happy...

Sad thing is tat i now haf demoted to a storeman... kind of demoralising.. but i haf feel better.. cos watever i do.. combat or service.. is still serving ns.. which is said by my friend.. thanks jimmy..

recently my mind is in a mess.. i think abt future.. studying of uni... wat to work after uni.. shd i work during uni.. then wat shd i do.. the current prob.. dunno wat happen to my knee.. wat psoting will i get... will i mix well with ppl there... alot of worries.. wa piang.. i oso dunno y i tink so much.. sianz.. tats y.. i feel very blur this few days...

tml then say le.. cos too late le.. slping soon..

demoralised . disappointed. sad

Bad bad... bad~~~ i jus can't really accept the fact that i am out of sispec becos of knee injury..the feeling is so demoralising and disappointed... intially wanna to try out and groom my leadership skills ..but in the end... i culdn't make it.. the extreme pain suddenly comes in when i jog for kilo meters.. at tat point of time.. i feel tat i haf disappoint my most respected sergent samuel. i promised to complete it and do it well... but in the end. haiz... Just dun really know how to describe how i feel now..

Maybe i put my pride too high... but tat is me.. some time i jus coun't take down my pride.. Hope the god bless me in the coming unit..service side or combat side.... hope everything goes smoothly...

Fallen spirit ~~

tml the first day..

Jus come back from msia... cos granpa birthday.. is his 70th birthday.. zhu ta fu lu dong hai shou bi nan shan.. haha.. when i was thee.. i keep sleeping.. very tired.. dunno why.. keep sleeping when i got nothing to do.. really tired when i was there.. really dunno why.. but when i come back from msia..i feel energetic and can't sleep le.. strange..

tml is my first day at pasir laba camp..really feel anxious and full of worries.. dunno whether the rest feel the same too... hope u all cope well too.. hope tat everything goes well.. no injury.. no sickness.. most imptly i mix well with the bunk and platoon mates there..

byee.. everybody.. gonna see u all on weekends..

=)

Another journey

HAha... THanks to bing jie and jimmy.. they help me with editing the look and feel of the blog.. xie xie.. On riday.. it was very happening... bing jie.. out od sudden wanna rent car and tour around singapore.. Brought us to marina to eat the tai wan porridge.. sprint the car around the Spore indoor stadium carpark... was fun.. thanks guys.. best outing..

Got my ns posting le.. which is SISPEC... (WIth pride we lead)... feeling nervous as i gonna begin another journey.. WIsh me good luck...

(No matter how tough, it will end)

haiz.. long long time nv blog le.... mm... too busy or some times.. jus dun feel like it... tats y...
Mmm.. again... time really flies very fast...3 months gone.. i already POP le.. and new challenges are ahead of me...

Feel very sad to leave my section mates and platoon mates.. as they are fun and caring... if not of them... i wun be able to pass out..My sergents, zhi ming and samuel.... they simply rox.. they rox our life in bmtc...we will nv forget them...Hope they will do well in their future endevours..

DUring this while.. have some injuries here and there... though feel discouraged at times..but still managed to overcome it.. for example.. during the 24 km route march.. Before the march, i already sprained my knee ligaments...but still i just hold on with the pain, endure it thru.. and finally i did it... after the march, then i know what is mental power! They are jus fantastic, mind over body...

Realise tat leaving friends or leaving ur love ones are just parts and parcel of life... Though the feeling is not good... but we need to face it.. So treasure every moments that when u are with ur friends or love ones..!

After yesterday night.. my mind comes to a conclusion... thanks mk fr ur advice.. u wake me up... haha...