Friday, July 04, 2008

tiring day~~

Today went to sp to help one of my friend at sp engineering sch in his work... luckily still rem A Maths a bit... but still like everything return to teacher le...

Today morning when i wake up... i feel so happy and hopeful.... thought that everything was well planned... but in the end everything was gone... feeling so down... at tat time..

But nvm... i spent my whole day exercising... Once i reached home... i do 200 + push ups, carry dump bell on both hand for 100 + times..., do pull ups for4 sets of 6...play basketball with my friends frm 8 to 10... I really sweat like one pig... jus wanna forget abt everything for a moment... it feels so good... now i really feel like sleeping le.. but my whole body aches!!! argh!!

My friend told ask me today... how come to love someone is so "Tong Ku".. need to worry this and that... spend effort, time, money, ur everything.. and it doesn't mean tat the other party will in return like u or watever... I laughed and told him...Where got "Tong Ku", u will enjoy the process of spending ur effort and time... the making of surprises.. for the other party and so on.. and i tell him.. as long u tried ur best... If she feels it.. then good for u lo..she will be urs? congrats u lo... but if she dun... then tell urself... too bad... is not urs... cos u tried ur best le.. so friends out there... wat do u tink??? am i correct? haha..

Guess this song... is a chinese song.. but was translated to english lyrics..

Ambiguity lets people feel grieve
Could not find the evidence of loving each other
When should i go forward?when should i give up
I cannot even bring up the courage to hug you

Can only accompany you till here
After all there are some things we just cannot do
We are more than friendship but still haven't reached the love stage yet
The scenery afar seems to be raining soon

Should i cry?
Was thinking too much but i still think of u
I feel very unconvinced
and start to doubt
Is the person in front of me still the same real you?

Ambiguity makes people become greedy
Until waiting has lost its meaning
Too pitiful that i and you could not write out an ending
Let the beauty of pity stay here

Duty tml le!!! sian ar!
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