2010~~

In this year~~ well.. there are some dark moments in my life.. during the early part of the year... but i managed to get through them and find back my focus... but i think the heaven treats me well too... let me enjoyed with my friends.. and met her... though... we 2 are not meant to be... but i feel so happy to have u company me.. i enjoyed myself tat day... this is the very first time.. tat spend my whole entire day.. just with u... there were sharing, laughter, joy, happiness and openness when i with you... I really dunno what might happen next... but.. i really appreciate the way we are now... is enough for me... but i really hope... one fine day.. she will open her heart and feel me... and hope it may not be too late..

The other thing i wanna share is that... my hard work pays off.. I strive very hard for my sch work.. and finally.. i got what i wanted.. As years pass.. i finally understand the right way suitable for me to handle school works.. maybe after so much failure.. the experiences i gained! i finally understand!

2010 is jus the next day.. would like to have some wishes in this coming year..

1.) My families healthy and happy!

2.) My friends healthy and happy!

3.) My School work and result maintain at Distinction level!

4.) Scold lesser or no bad words!

5.) Get good sales from my work!

6.) Lastly, which i will also wish every year.. but never it had come true before.. that is to find a girl that loves me with her heart and and vice versa from me too... i know is hard... but still i wanna wish for that!

Time flies... here come new challenges in the new year 2010! No matter what are the problems and obstacles are... We must always.. face them and not avoid them.. and we will definitely able to overcome them and become a better person... This is the purpose of life!

Happy new year! May all of us happy!!! =) huat ar!

merry christmas

My little dream fulfilled today.. though everything is so simple and ordinary.. but it was enough.. =)

hApPy

Eric jus came back to Singapore.. has been in Australia for almost a year ba .. suddenly becos of his return, our old friend start to gather and has lots of fun together... this kind of happiness is not everyone would have it.. so I really appreciate ... the bonding of between us is just so amazing... I hope the rest of the few weeks.. we can have more memories before eric go back to Australia.. Time is precious... and we should fill them up with happniess .. =)

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I have been battling with my heart... really dunno wat to do.... is like so hard to control... trying my best to overcome it..

but i am already quite satisfied with the current situation... and very happy with it le .. =)

do it right! with belief!

Do it like a man.. with your conscience clear... with your heart to do it right and do it good! No other shitty ways to achieve your task but your hard work with sincerity and passion!

Never regret on things I have done, cos i know I always did my best in whatever i does, and is worth while to do it!

Nothing in this world, comes easily to us... we got to fight for it... do something about it...in order to achieve what we want in our life!

Picked up yourself from where you fall, and leap, and walk and run again! Our life will move on and awaits happiness and challenge ahead..Always believe life will get more beautiful!

And things will get better... =)

Live our life with a smile!

happy!

Anyway, i am feeling happy.. cos my hard work really pays off.. Got an High Dist for accounting! Dist for Economics and a credit for marketing. But marketing i feel disappointed. I hope to get Dist too.. I really work very hard for tat past few months.. And thanks to jin jing and jia yu and jimmy and those who have helped me... xie xie..=)

Next semester is going to be even harder! I need to get back my focus! I hope to do even better! Yea!

Erm ... things are getting better... I decided not to hold grudges.. as i dun like to be angry.. is so terrible... so i just have to be forgiving.. but just let nature take it course.. though... i do feel affected by what she said to me.. i just can't believe she has the heart to say those things.. it just can't erase so easily... shitty..

Been working.. feeling so sian.. at times.. i miss my my sec sch friends.. my teng nan bb friend.. where the hell are u all? Faster finish exam lei! i wanna have a great match with u all! The laughter, sweat and brotherhood we had.. is amazing... awesome..

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I think is time... i got to let it goes.... I think we can be a really good friend... but i certainly know that u aren't the one... I just have to accept the fact...

million pieces..

Every time near the year end.. it should be a very happy season... i often get upset... Why am i always so sad.. dun i deserve to be happy?

When u told me that.. do u know... it hurts me so much and badly... maybe i am just nothing to u...

I think i shuold disappeared in your life... i will... as this is what u wanted..

hurt one more time..

I dunno what to do? i really dunno... I only know.. i want her to be happy and when she need help or anything.. she would call me..

There are always obstacles for me.. y mine can't be beautiful like others?

When she say out those comments...is like crystal breaking into million pieces... i can only hide it...

if only you want me to die to touched your heart, i would willing to die a million time to show it... but there is already good game for me... can't even show it..